27 Juli 2001

INDEX

BIODATAKU
1. Kecil
2. Remaja
3. Dewasa

PHOTOKU
1. Resmi
2. Swim
3. Lingeria
4. Nudies

AKSI TEMANKU
1. Temanku-1
2. Temanku-2
3. Temanku-3
4. Temanku-4

TEMANKU
1. Jessica_Ong
2. Shinta_Dewi
3. Santy_Wulandari
4. Erina_ts
5. Lia_Kumalasari

ANDA TERGABUNG DENGAN ANGELA'S HOMEPAGE, WARIA TERCANTIK DAN TERNIKMAT DI INDONESIA !!!..............

ANGELAS STORY

HI THERE,


SO YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT ME DOES YOU, WELL WHERE DO I START?

WELL I WAS BORN ON A VERY HOT DAY IN 1970 (SO I'M TOLD); I WAS GIVEN THE NAME JONATHAN TUMEWU, WHICH AS NAMES GO WAS QUITE FINE. I SPENT THE EARLY YEARS OF MY LIFE IN A SMALL TOWN NOT FAR FROM MANADO, WITH MY MOTHER, FATHER AND THREE SISTERS QUITE CONTENTEDLY.


WHEN I WAS TWELVE WE MOVED TO MANADO AND IT WAS AROUND THIS TIME I STARTED TO NOTICE SOME DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THE OTHER GUYS IN THE SCHOOL AND MYSELF.

I WAS SMALLER BOTH IN HEIGHT AND BONE STRUCTURE, ALSO I HAD NO INTEREST IN THE THINGS THAT OCCUPIED THEIR EVERY WAKING HOUR. THINGS REALLY BECAME SERIOUS WHEN A FEW YEARS LATER ALL THE GUYS STARTED TO GET DEEPER VOICES AND TURN INTO WHAT NATURE INTENDED MEN, NOT ME WITH MY SOFT HAIR, SMALL FRAME AND AS I WAS CONSTANTLY REMINDED SISSY BOY LOOKS, I BECAME AN OUTSIDER.


THIS SITUATION CONTINUED ALL THE WAY THROUGH SCHOOL AND WHEN IT CAME TIME FOR A CAREER CHOICE I DECIDED TO BECOME A HAIR STYLIST. THIS WAS THE FIRST OF THE MANY POINTS OF DISAGREEMENT WITH MY PARENTS THAT LED TO US PARTING WAYS A YEAR LATER. SO A YEAR OR SO AFTER I STARTED TO TRAIN I MOVED INTO A RENTED HOUSE WITH A COUPLE OF THE GIRLS I WORKED WITH. THIS CHANGED MY LIFE WE ATE, DRANK, AND WORKED TOGETHER AND THEY TREATED ME NOW I THINK ABOUT IT LIKE ONE OF THE GIRLS (THANKS SIS AND SIS2).

I HAD OVER THE PREVIOUS YEAR GROWN MY HAIR TO MY SHOULDERS AND WORKING IN A BEAUTY SALON IT WAS ALWAYS IN TOP CONDITION SO ONE NIGHT WE DECIDED TO GO TO SEE THE FASHION SHOW, THIS GAVE THE GIRLS THE OPPORTUNITY THEY HAD BEEN WAITING FOR I THINK THEY TOLD ME I HAD TO GO IN DRESS TO WHICH I AGREED AS IT WAS EXPECTED, THEY DID A TOTAL TRANSFORMATION ON ME THOUGH.

STARTING WITH A BODY WAVE IN MY HAIR THEY PROCEEDED TO PLUCK MY EYEBROWS REMOVED WHAT LITTLE BODY HAIR I HAD AND DRESS ME IN SOME BLACK FEMALE UNDER WEAR STRAIGHT OUT OF THE WHORES ARE WOMAN CATALOGUE THE OUTFIT WAS COMPLETED WITH A VERY (I MEAN VERY) SHORT BLACK DRESS AND BLACK PATENT LEATHER HEELS. THAT NIGHT WAS A REVELATION NOT ONLY DID I LOOK LIKE A GIRL BUT EVERYONE WE MET FROM WAITERS TO EVERY MAN CALLED ME MISS OR HONEY OR SUM SUCH NAME.
A FEW DAYS LATER I TRIED IT MYSELF WITH SOME OF THEIR CLOTHS AND AGAIN GOT AWAY WITH IT .IT IS HARD TO DESCRIBE PEOPLE WHERE POLITER AND PAID MORE ATTENTION  AND THE LOOKS I GOT FROM OTHER GUYS WELL!


OVER THE NEXT FEW MONTHS I STARTED TO BUY MY OWN COLLECTION OF CLOTHES UNTIL IT GOT TO THE STAGE WHERE THE ONLY CLOTHES I BOUGHT WITH MY SMALL WAGES WERE FEMININE .I WORE PANTIES ALL THE TIME SOMETIMES WITH STOCKINGS MY JEANS WERE ALL SIZE 10 INSTEAD OF MENS I EVEN STARTED WEARING FLAT`S INSTEAD OF MY USUAL SHOES SOMEONE HAD TO NOTICE AND THEY DID.

THE GIRLS GRABBED ME ONE NIGHT IN THE KITCHEN AND AFTER A LOT OF DRILLING I TOLD THEM EVERYTHING, THEY ASKED ME A LOT OF QUESTIONS AND I CONFESSED THAT GIVEN THE CHOICE I WOULD DRESS LIKE THEM ALL THE TIME IF I COULD. THAT NIGHT I FELT A GREAT SENSE OF RELIEF .A FEW DAYS LATER I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE WHEN I WENT INTO WORK EVERY GIRL IN THE PLACE SAID THEY HAD SOMETHING FOR ME AND HANDED ME SOME BAGS, IN THEM WAS A COMPLETE OUTFIT A WOMEN'S OUTFIT, THE MANAGERESS THEN TOLD ME THAT MY FLAT MATES HAD TOLD HER AND THE OTHERS EVERYTHING AND AS FAR AS THEY WERE CONCERNED I COULD WORK IN WHATEVER I FELT COMFORTABLE.THEN I WAS PUSHED INTO A STYLING CHAIR AND TRANSFORMED FROM HIGHLIGHTS DOWN TO A LEG WAX, AND SO WAS BORN ANGELA.

MARYANTI THE OWNER HAD TOLD ME TO GET SOME MEDICAL ADVICE IF I WAS GOING TO LIVE AS ANGELA ON A PERMANENT BASIS SO AFTER A LOT OF LOOKING I FOUND A GREAT DOCTOR IN MANADO WHO STARTED ME ON A HORMONE TREATMENT PLAN.

MY FAMILY ON THE OTHER HAND WERE A DIFFERENT KETTLE OF FISH WHEN I TOLD THEM MY FATHER WENT CRAZY HIT ME AND THOUGH ME OUT OF THE HOUSE I HAVE TRIED SINCE BUT THE ONLY REPLY IS "YOUR GOING TO HELL" I RECENTLY STARTED TO COMMUNICATE WITH MY YOUNGER SISTER AND HER FRIEND WHICH IS A COMFORT AFTER SO MANY YEARS.

AFTER ABOUT SIX MONTHS ON THE PLAN THE DOCTOR HAD GIVEN ME I KNEW THAT THERE WAS ONLY GOING TO BE ONE OUTCOME SO AFTER MUCH PUSHING AND SEARCHING I FOUND A DOCTOR WHO REMOVED MY TESTICLES AND SO ANY TRACE OF THE DREADED MALE HORMONES. THE RESULTS WERE AMAZING OVER THE NEXT SEVEN OR SO MONTHS, THAT WAS WHEN I DECIDED TO MOVE AS FAR AWAY FROM MY PAST AND FAMILY AS POSSIBLE, SO TO JAKARTA I WENT.

JAKARTA WAS LIKE ONE LONG PARTY I NEVER TOLD ANYONE AT WORK I WAS TRANSGENDER AND THE ONLY WHO KNEW WERE MY  OCCASIONAL SEXUAL PARTNERS WHO WERE BY THIS TIME MOSTLY MEN, THOUGH I DID HAVE A VERY PASSIONATE AFFAIR WITH A VERY BEAUTIFUL GIRL WHO I WILL NOT NAME AS YOU GUYS IN INDONESIA WILL KNOW AS SHE HAS APPEARED ON PAGE 3 IN THE POS KOTA NEWSPAPER ON A NUMBER OF OCCASIONS BUT MY INTEREST WAS IN WHAT BY NOW I CONSIDERED THE OPPOSITE SEX MEN.

NOW AS YOU ALL KNOW SRS COSTS A BUCKET OF MONEY AND LIKE TO MANY GIRLS IN MY POSITION I EARNED ENOUGH TO LIVE ON BUT NO WHERE NEAR ENOUGH TO PAY FOR THE SURGERY, SO I DID THE ONLY THING OPEN TO ME AND TURNED TO ESCOURT WORK IT WAS NOT AS BAD AS I HAD THOUGHT THOUGH, THE SERVICE WAS VERY HIGH CLASS AND I WAS CONSIDERED A SPECIALTY (THAT MADE ME UNCOMFORTABLE) BUT I MADE ENOUGH IN ABOUT NINE MONTHS SO AT THE AGE OF 22 AFTER NEARLY THREE YEARS OF DESPAIR, STUGGLE AND A LOT OF GOOD TIMES TO I ENTERED RSCM HOSPITAL  AND FINISHED THE FIRST PART OF THE REST OF MY LIFE.
AFTER THE SURGERY I MET THE MAN WHO IS MY SOULMATE AND CONFIDANT HARYANTO, AFTER A YEAR TOGETHER WE MOVED TO BOGOR HIS HOME TOWN WERE WE LIVE NOW.

WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO DO ON THIS SITE IS TO LET OTHER GIRLS OUT THERE PUT QUESTIONS EITHER TO MYSELF OR TO THE WORLD IN GENERAL IF YOUR A COMPUTER WHIZZ AND WANT TO SHOW ME THE BEST WAY TO DO THIS YOU WOULD HAVE MY GRATITUDE AND A BIG CYBER KISS.

LOT`S OF LOVE

ANGELA
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